2009

2009 is a complicated year. A lot things happened and some of them are happy, sad, stress, depressed..etc. That is life.

The first half of 2009 is nice ,everything seems to go smoothly without much drama. However, the second half of 2009 is a dramatic period for me.
Some of my friends lost connection and it makes me so sad until now but I also understand that is fate between 2 people, you cannot force it but to accept what you have.
Communication seems not working for me so well as relation is not working for me in so many aspects and making me depressed and wanna to get revenge....but seem I am not brave to do that.
Housing problem is another disaster for me. Selling before buying, get one before the move out day, moving by myself, solving the contract problem, afraid to pay for the penalty, dealing with the plumbing disaster made me to to have skin problem based on stress and depression....
All of them were kind of bad news but I know I grew up thru all of these experience. I can accept them only and try to solve them. Hopefully 2010 is not going to be so stress